Caitlyn, the past few days has been hard. Theres a strain on my heart and my mind, all I can think about is you. Theres a lot of regrets ive had ever since your death, a lot of hopelessness, a lot of feelings that overwhelm me constantly. Your story resonated to me, for the past 6 years ive known you, ive always felt there was a similarity between you and I. When I learnt how you felt and how your mind was suffering a few years ago, I understood your pain. But that morning when I learnt you had gone, I could not come to accept your passing. Ive been avoiding anything and everything but I think I should face the fact that you are now flying high. We shouldn't be weighing you down with our thoughts and wishes. Your decision was your own, it was something you thought of for a long time and you decided it was best for you. I will come to terms with your decision and pray that it has brought you to peace
1st May 2024
Feeling the pain of missing you, wishing that things weren’t as they are, but knowing you are surrounded by infinite love in heaven. I think a lot of you, as we all do, always
29th April 2024
‘And the dust returns to the earth as it was, and the spirit returns to God who gave it.’ Ecclesiastes 12:7
I hope you would have liked this, joining with nature, the cycle of birds and trees and sun and rain.
29th April 2024